i don't wanna go to work
I have a great job and I'm very grateful to God for it. Still, there are days when I don't want to come here. There are days when I'm so tired that I just want to lie down and not think about anything. Yesterday was one of those days. It rained all day, since morning. When I looked at the weather app and saw that most days of the week would be like that, I felt even more tired. At least it wasn't cold. I came to work anyway, but I spent the whole day wishing to go home.
When I finally got home, I thought about making pancakes, but when I saw the sink filled with dishes I started crying and gave up. That was how tired I was. I decided to make an avocado smoothie since the blender was clean, and then I went to bed. I slept until 8 pm. My husband was also tired when he got home from work and also slept a little. We ordered food and that made me happier.
Today I woke up feeling better, but I still didn't want to come to work. I came anyway. Friday I'll have the day off because it's a holiday, so that gave me more motivation. I also promised myself that if I could make this effort, I would allow myself to spend $100 on stationery, haha.
I want to spend more time to the things I like to do, but when I get home, I don't have the energy for anything other than cooking and washing the dishes. When I have free time at work, I can do art on the ipad, but what I really want is to paint using real paint and decorate my little journal. I can't do those things when I'm here. I'm not going to complain because at least I have time to do digital art and watch classes on Skillshare. The last one I watched was how to create easy animations in Procreate by Lisa Bardot.
I had drawn this bee a while ago. I copied it from Pinterest but I don't remember the artist's name sorry. This morning, since I wasn't doing anything, I animated the little wings. It turned out so cute.
There's less than an hour left until my lunch break. Today I brought leftover fried rice from yesterday, miso soup, pineapple, a banana, and a plum. I do eat a lot.
I just have to endure two and a half more days of work, and then I'll be free. Thank God!